Monday, November 24, 2014

Milestones, Heartbreaks, and Grattitude

Well, this week has been another busy one, as always :) We are always busy and doing all that we can to work hard to bring others to a knowledge of their savior and His atonement :)
Well this week I hit my 9 month mark as my mother was so excited to remind me:) It was pretty uneventful day. I was on exchanges. Thats about it. :) However, I dont think that I have mentioned. My MTC companion, Sister Edgley, and I have met up again! She is serving in another ward here in Fontana and we are roommates :) 
So, this is what missionaries look like after 9 months in the field ;)
Definitely exhausting! And yes, I asked her if I could send this picture home.

In other news, there is this wonderful family that we have been working with that I would love to tell all of you about, but if you are my mother or full of pregnancy hormones you may want to take caution before you keep reading.This is highly emotional, and I know the sensitivity level of the people that I write. You have been warned.


These are the daughters of a woman that we have been working with. Her name is Venus. She is 22 and she just got baptized in August. She has had a rough road in life, but her testimony of the Gospel and of the Savior are inspiring. She has lived out of her car, bounced around living with friends and acquaintances, she just got laid off of work, and she is going to school for social work in an effort to make a better life for her children. She gives everything that she has to raising those girls and never asks for help. She doesnt want people to think that she was baptized in order to be on church welfare, and therefore is extremely reluctant to ask for help there. She just found out that the daycare that her youngest daughter goes to wants to adopt their family for Christmas and give them a tree stocked with presents and a Dinner to accompany it, and she is trying to refuse it. She has come so far in life and although she struggles, she does all that she can to protect and take care of her kids that she is raising on her own. She knows things are hard for them, but she also knows that there are people around her that need it much more than she does. 
The girls are Erika (5) and Elizabeth (3). They are full of spunk and sass, and we LOVE them so much!! They love to read in the scriptures with us and are always asking their mom when the sisters are coming over :) They love Frozen and tangled, and going to daycare and school :)
Now is when the tears start-- Elizabeth has cystic fibrosis and epilepsy. She is not expected to live past Christmas. This is why the daycare is adopting them and they are asking that they celebrate Christmas early so that Elizabeth can enjoy it. We have been watching these girls the last month and a half or so and have watched as the color has gone out of Elizabeth and as she grown more and more tired. To see a little girl with so much life and energy decay in a matter of months is truly heartbreaking.
I am so incredibly grateful for a knowledge of the plan of salvation. To know that this little girl has too great a spirit to stay here on this earth. That she is more needed in the spirit world. I am grateful that I know what happens after this life and although there are tragedies all around us they dont have to define us as people. They can help us grow and be stronger. We are privileged to have heartbreaks and struggles in life. It shows that our Father in Heaven loves us, trusts us, and knows that if we choose that we can have the power and strength that we need from our Savior Jesus Christ to make it through and become the people that he wants us to be. Satan cannot stop a burning testimony unless we let him. 

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